Impending Doom (Deluxe Edition), by Fond Memory Vacation

Impending Doom (Deluxe Edition)

by Fond Memory Vacation

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I am giving away these bad boys. I know it says that they are one dollar, but it's only cause Bandcamp obligates me to add a price tag on it. If y'all really want a copy, contact me anywhere and I'll happily give it to you.

Comes in a clear jewel case or white paper envelope with cover art designed by me and a random coloured burned CD-ROM which contains the original 12 tracks plus the 4 bonus ones. Digital code also included.

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1.	Impending Doom 02:30	lyrics	buy track
Here we go... You are listening to Impending Doom by Fond Memory Vacation
2.	Agoraphobic 06:55	lyrics	buy track
40 days stuck inside my home I thought it’d be polychrome But it’s nothing more than being monochrome Thank you mom, thank you dad You’re the best Just let me rest Doing all the things that I Don’t get to do On a normal basis cause of Things like school Fuck academics Fuck the pandemics I’m so poetic No, I'm pathetic I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it The desperate need for human connection You’re in the way of my concoction You’re the reason for my apprehension I’m so sorry I’m not sorry I failed, darling I failed, darling The insupportable desire For a better state of mind Close the window’s blind And leave everything behind I love my friends I hate my friends I miss my friends I miss my friends I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I don’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it I can’t believe it I’ll be fine You’ll be fine We’ll be fine It’s all fine I don’t mind We’re intertwined On cloud nine Genuine I’ll be fine You’ll be fine We’ll be fine It’s all fine I don’t mind We’re intertwined On cloud nine It’s alright Lay in bed and empathize
3.	Disguise Your Depression 03:18	lyrics	buy track
Irritating Awkward silences I don’t want to admit to myself That I’m losing motivation That I’m losing inspiration It’s okay It’s a small stick in the road It’s okay Nothing time can’t go over It’s okay You don’t want to die today (or do you?) What if dad’s right What if I am the person he described A lazy, good for nothing selfish prick That can’t do anything for themselves I want to kill myself but I’m too much of a coward I don’t have the energy to do so Nor the financial security to do so Please don’t tell mom I said this I don’t want her to worry Don’t make jokes about killing yourself It’s not funny It’s not flattering It’s not even the least bit creative Stop torturing yourself Am I scared of passing out or passing away
4.	Friendship Garden 06:26	lyrics	buy track
But... we're supposed to be... Friends forever... I feel so filthy! I have soiled our friendship garden! I just couldn't help myself! I’m sorry I’m so sorry for The way that I am I’m sorry I’m so sorry for The things I said I’m sorry I’m so sorry For being too clingy But one thing I’m not sorry for Is the way that I felt When you told me That you no longer wanted To be friends I’ll make up scenarios in my head Where you still love me Like you did back then But until then I’ll be suffering the consequences Of my flawed psyche The friendship garden no longer grows Petunias, roses, and all of those Have died Have died The friendship garden has dried and gone out old Lilies, daisies and the marigold Soiled again Rotten again I’m sorry I’m so sorry for the way things were I’m sorry I’m so sorry for being so insecure I’m sorry I’m so sorry for depending so much on you But another thing I'm not sorry for Is acting the way that i did When you acted like You didn’t want me around I’ll keep your words inside my chest It’s all my fault The friendship garden no longer grows Tulips, sunflowers, and all the hours Are gone Are gone The friendship garden is no longer, no Lilacs, peonies and all of yours Are done They're all done
5.	Get Along (Fox Academy Cover) 01:51	lyrics	buy track
I'll never start the new year Exactly how I wanted to I just wanna get along, please everyone I know I can't but I'll try Pick me up Put me down Cradle me Lost and found It's all okay What seems good to you To you to you to you to you I love online shopping I just love the click Phoenix Suns PayPal jerseys New Gucci wallet Powers out and it feels kinda nice for a change I just wanna get along, please everyone I know I can't, I know I can't but I'll try But I'll try But I'll try
6.	Late Night Banter 02:48	lyrics	buy track
I’m suicidal tonight It’s no surprise It hurts even more The fact that I'm dying on the inside But i can’t practice catharsis You asked me what it was and I told you it was the act of being able to relieve your strong emotions by doing something like crying Crying I couldn’t cry The antidepressants didn’t let me My eyes got watery But a consistent stream never came through The way I'd remedy this situation last year would be to smoke or drink myself into oblivion But that’s something i never want to experiment or feel ever again 40mg fluoxetine pillies Sounds way better than 40 ounce mickeys Or does it? I have no reason to be sad and You told me that my feelings were valid But that’s only true to a certain degree Ask anyone else And they’ll say I'm overexaggerating And that i should get over it STOP FUCKING FAKING IT LAZY FUCK I’m so depressed To the point where I'm speechless and i can't get my message across I'M BROKEN YES BUT I CAN’T DISTINGUISH THE REASONS WHY
7.	R.F.I.H. 02:24	lyrics	buy track
Rage Fury Irritation Humiliation And I love it I fucking love it When you take your anger out on me I wish I had the right words to say I really wish I knew How to describe my anxious state Without words I don’t hate anyone I don’t have hatred in my heart But when it comes to how I feel about myself That’s a different story Get it through your thick skull You’re the one who called it off You make me glad we no longer Have to go to school You’re so fucking hard headed And idiotic You’re lucky I don’t wish the worst upon my enemies My friend heard me when I said fuck you under my breath But I wasn’t too fazed by it I hate when you have me on facetime and you’re just watching TV
8.	Grandpa 04:57	lyrics	buy track
Nunca tuve el calor de un beso De mi padre ni de mi madre Ellos en mi vida estuvieron ausentes Asi que nunca pude sentir eso Sin embargo, tuve la dicha De formarme sin ellos presentes Asi, creci, en una casa humilde Sin dinero y sin fortuna Yo no pude ir a la escuela Es mas, yo me ensene de grande Y pa' las letras, no soy el mas vivo Pero pa' lo otro, soy bien intelligente Desde joven, una gran ambicion He tenido de mejorarme Y yo creo que lo he logrado Nomas fijate en lo siguiente: Tengo mi esposa, mis hijos, mi familia Y tambien la casa donde viven Me siento tan orgulloso De lo poquito que he logrado He vivido una gran vida Llena de tristeza, peligro y adversidad Pero Dios se apiada comigo Y aun sigo luchando!
9.	Kiss 03:38	lyrics	buy track
Bittersweet kiss Tasted like menthol cigarettes And Burt's bees I’m sorry I’m so sorry You decided it was best to end things And it did break me down, I won’t lie But i know that I'll feel better soon I always do I’m constantly thinking about things I could have done I find myself holding on To the hope that you’ll love me someday Someday I can’t see you I can’t feel you Without wishing Wishing Wishing for you You only call me when you’re bored I don’t need to be assured You just don’t like me anymore It’s fine It’s fine It’s fine
10.	High School 05:20	lyrics	buy track
Flying around the high school halls Like a ghost Nobody likes the things I do I always come off as so rude I fell in love with you too But you didn't and that's all cool Flying around the high school halls Like a ghost 4 years Some tears More fears Than I admit my dear Flying around the high school halls Like a ghost I don’t want you to go away You’re the highlight of my day I really wish that you'd stay It doesn't have to be this way Flying around the high school halls Like a ghost I’m waiting for you to save me from myself I know it sounds demanding, I’m sorry I can't do this anymore on low health I know it sounds manipulative, I'm sorry
11.	Interconnected 03:59	lyrics	buy track
I miss the thrill I had when I used to smoke weed Nothing is real ohhh I had a dream that I killed myself I had a dream that all my dreams came true Well not really Coffeehouse Missing everyone But they don’t miss me at all How weird Old lovers Old friends Old acquaintances Riding in my friend’s car I wanna go out The internet is out again and I feel so lazy It doesn’t matter These sunny spring days are really curing my seasonal depression How bizarre As the sun hits, you’ll be waiting In a freight train I’m incompetent today I'm the devil Hey hey lover Give me cover You’re the sun, hey! (and I hate you) Sweet thing I want you (and I hate you) Sweet thing I want you (go away)
12.	Dead Shrimp (Bonus Track) 04:52	lyrics	buy track
So long, shrimp!
13.	Cutting (Bonus Track) 02:58	lyrics	buy track
I cut my I cut my veins I cut off my I cut off my friends I cut off my I cut off my internet I cut my I cut my service
14.	Dull (Bonus Track) 05:33	lyrics	buy track
It's all dull Dull Dull I will fall Fall Fall Off the edge Edge Edge Of this bed Bed Bed There’s no hope Hope Hope Only cope Cope Cope With all these These These These feelings
15.	Indescribable Loneliness 02:24		buy track
16.	Just Take My Wallet (Bonus Track - Jack Stauber Cover) 02:21	lyrics	buy track
Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system. At the tone, please record your message. When you have finished recording, you may hang up, or press 1 for more options. Your mama's crying Your mama's crying for you Your mama's lying Oh, what's she trying to do To you Good times are singing They sang, they sang Those times are echoing through me Through me What's the softest way to say You took away my friend, my buddy? What's the kindest way to say You took away my friend? What's the kindest way to say You took away my friend, my buddy? What's the kindest way to say The end

about

A DELUXE VERSION OF my short-ish album about anxiety, friendship, isolation, repressed anger, high school, death, unrequited love and the current state of the world. 4 extra tracks were added that were not available on the original album release.

CD and Cassette release coming soon after the digital release.
Based on the reception, it might have a limited vinyl pressing.

Click this link to find the album on other platforms like Spotify, Apple Music, SoundCloud, etc.:
fmvacationtv.weebly.com/home/my-debut-album-impending-doom-is-available-everywhere

Music Videos for the album available here:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHoDM4Jw_EM&list=PLAKinnKgMb2sF245I2XVi5gbYzbrZnAoF

credits

released January 31, 2022

Written (except for track 5 and 16), recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Toni Chavez from Fond Memory Vacation in the FMV Bedroom Studio 2.0, at the Back of the Yards Neighborhood in Chicago, Illinois. Bonus tracks were made in my bedroom studio of the townhouse I lived in at the time titled "Depression Pit", in the outskirts of the Illinois Medical District. Album production dates back from 2020-2021. Cover art photography for digital and physical releases also done by Toni. Music videos for the album tracks were also written, shot, edited, and directed by Toni.

Track 5 is a cover of Fox Academy's song "Get Along", available on their new album "Rabbit".
Available here: foxacademy.bandcamp.com/album/rabbit

Track 16 is a cover of Jack Stauber's song "Just Take My Wallet", available on their new album, "Micropop".
Available here: youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_l-Y7OV_2R7DZX_BoIhJ4ECXSK9B8wdwGI

Track 4, 7 and 12 have samples taken from SpongeBob SquarePants episodes, titled "The Secret Box" (Episode 35A of Season 2), "Bossy Boots" (Episode 22B of Season 2), and "The Algae's Always Greener" (Episode 41A of Season 3) respectively.
Available here: www.paramountplus.com/shows/spongebob-squarepants/
R.I.P. Stephen Hillenburg.

No copyright infringement intended. All rights for the cover songs (Track 5 and Track 16) goes to Fox Academy and Many Hats Endeavors (Many Hats Distribution), Jack Stauber, Jack Stauber's Micropop and Plopscotch Records, and the rights of the audio samples used go to SpongeBob SquarePants, Nickelodeon, United Plankton Pictures, and Viacom.
Please don't sue me.

℗ 2022 Fond Memory Vacation Productions and Unknown Figure Distribution.